27 February, 2006
i was going to blog abt something.... buthen when i came to the 'createpost' page i suddenly realised that i need to organize my thoughts a little......

buthen they start zooOOOOMZOOOOOOOOMMMMZOOOOOM-ing through my mind as if on purpose. i tried to catch some head or tail of all thats zipping through....



and i failed.



anyway. i dint go to school today for a number of reasons:-
1) im sick of school

2)im sick of turning up for pe on mon even though i dint really turn up for e past few weeks (coz i ponned)and there wasnt 2.4 or wadever but i just dun like being forced to go for it.

3)im sick of staying in sch for like 10 hrs every mon.

4)i dint do art homework (which i have a pile of in my study rm)

5)my sensitive nose is acting up again. i sneezed at least 20 times consecutively just after i woke up at 930 today, probably caused by some invisible unknown particles in the air.

6)my mum lets me stay home.

7) i wna make full use of the 4 days left b4 posting results come out to do wadever i want. (like do tutorials at my own sweet pace and watch inuyasha dvd and read the new manga my sis bought).

8)most importantly i wna be as irresponsible as pple arnd me can allow me to be, b4 everything settles down and i have to go back to being serious and putting in 120% effort into my duties and schoolwk and stuff.

not that i hate putting in effort though. so far the things we do for 2nd orientation rawks. really.

its just that.....

this all feels fake. like in a dream, cept unlike a dream wadever i do now will create consequences in the future.


maybe if i bring my camera with me all e time and take pics to show that this particular event DID happen some time in my life it would help.

i shall try~


anyway i like reading thomas' blog. i dunno why. mabbe its because i really wna know wad goes on in pple's minds.... esp when they can seem happy everyday and have the amazing ability to smile and crap even when they feel like shit.

its amirable.

winston's blog still rocks the most though.

as for mine.... its seriously boring.... nobody can possibly be reading this.....

lolx. reminds me of maintain conciousness by relient k.(i finally bought their cd! it rocks.)
crap. i feel like im talking to the wall.(which in this case is worse than the computer coz at least in the computer u can get some form of response, like if it bu shuang then it crashes on you or something.)


sarangheyo means i love you

whooo wad a long post.oh well. -----*no link*------ i got new speakers! they're like ultra tiny and cute and just nice to bring everywhere!-----*no link*------ im losing it....

11:40 am*